all the shit thats going on....... will hit the fan!

It's 21:33 here right now, im sitting here in  full combats, and although this post is unrelated to Canada, i will  admit i am scared, tonight i NEED to patrol this house make sure everythings  ok, sometimes i feel like i am back in a warzone and i panic. using the fatigues (combats) feels like a shield, i feel safe wearing it, but i shouldn't need to live my life like that. one thing i have noticed is kids won't give the respect to adults, but they will to the rank and dress (combats)